I pray that God will keep teaching me how to Release and Let Go of those things I cannot change or control.
I have a long-standing mental habit of wanting to control everything and everybody into a way that I think it or them should be in order to feel at ease and safe.
I know I learned this at a very early age from my dad, he was always the same but actually worse. I have improved in the past couple of years but I want to be able to totally relax with the way everyone and everything is because there's no controlling those things in reality. I want to learn how to just be okay with what is, to relax completely.
Seems I haven't always had this problem as badly before. It seems like I accepted things a lot more in my past and just went with the flow more.
Well, this is my prayer, didn't mean for it to be so lengthy...
